Eight weeks, fifty six days...
now that sure is a long long time.
A lot had happened in the past few weeks, a lot of enjoyment, fun, exams, homework, more fun, and ended with a cold and a cough. LOL.
This semester has been worth-living.
Other than the academic pressure, I actually enjoyed myself.
It all started with the PS3...and it still is actually..lol
but that is what bonded us, the laughter, the friendly insults, the imitations.
Now that is a start of a new friendship.
I got to say I'm lucky, international friendships aren't easy to find.
Well first I better introduce my new Portuguese name...Humbearto...pronounced as Umbeto...lol weird.
Given by another Portuguese friend Catarina..also called Crazy Queen Kameela.
People from Portugal are just...funny...nice...kind and seriously, CRAZY!xD
Other than friends, relationships with the teachers are good as well.
Mrs Johnstone(awesome Chemistry teacher from Romania) actually said she looks forward to all our classes because we are just too nice to teach. Honestly we too looked forward to her classes.
Dr Fitzsimons who wrote my reference and also one of my favorite Biology teacher also recommended me to take part in the Biology Olympiad. Looking forward to it^^
Oh I also just did my Physics Olympiad and it was...HORRIBLE!!!!
Same goes to my Maths Challenge. I'm seriously beat up by them but I had fun with them too. Challenging.
New motto of my is: Never try never know, once you tried you'll forever know.
Waiting for replies has been killing me. I am devastated but all I can do is not think about it by busying myself.
I really can't wait for Christmas partay~xD
Hope it will be fun as the summer ball^^
Missing home, and a few more weeks more.
Time flies and by then I will be flying home.
To all, live life be happy and cheers~^^
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
The Next Step
Making up ur mind is like 57 times more harder than doing the stuff ur going to do when u makeup ur mind.
Do u know the feeling when everyday u r bombarded with two thousand five hundred and sixty three missiles?
Makes me sick tot he core.
Who cares I feel sick enough that I don't feel sick anymore.
Is that fucking possible?
Like I said, WHO CARES!xD
Coming back again after a seriously long break, is really good.
I made friends, people like me.
It is like a whole new me. Not like the douche douche guy before.
Haha, I suddenly feel like dancing which of course i won't.
Just a few things im worrying and I just wanna shout it out.
UKCAT!!!!!
BMAT!!!!!
UNI CHOICES!!!!
MUM & DAD's OPINIONS!!!!!
PREDICTED GRADES!!!!!!
And god i need plenty of luck.
A bucket or a truck full of it...might just be enough.
Well, overall my timetable is pretty sweet. 2 hours of lunch time, it is like a gift from GOD~xD
My classmates vary with each classes but well I like to kid around during class so no biggy.
Oh n I finally agree that my current hair is way better than the old wavy hair.
Damn I looked so haggard...something like that.
The best part is I can go to my friend's house, cook n eat while watching tv on a sofa.
Best part is if I do the dishes, I can eat for FREE!!!xD
Oh n I have I told anyone I actually love doing the dishes.
A friend of mine who was also doing the dishes actually washed the plates so 'clean' there is still oil on it.
I the hardworking one (AHAHA) rewashed everything.
Life is good^^
However the time to panic is upon me too, so can't enjoy too much.
Just hope everyhting turned out fine, cause this time I actually tried to do something.
I actually tried to put some of my tiny bit of my heart and soul into it.
So if it doesnt works, lets just wish the end of the world is the end of this year.
Joking~xD
All the best to all humans who r struggling and may the force be with u, at all times, even when in the toilet.
Cause that is when u need it, trust me~xD
Ciao~^^
Do u know the feeling when everyday u r bombarded with two thousand five hundred and sixty three missiles?
Makes me sick tot he core.
Who cares I feel sick enough that I don't feel sick anymore.
Is that fucking possible?
Like I said, WHO CARES!xD
Coming back again after a seriously long break, is really good.
I made friends, people like me.
It is like a whole new me. Not like the douche douche guy before.
Haha, I suddenly feel like dancing which of course i won't.
Just a few things im worrying and I just wanna shout it out.
UKCAT!!!!!
BMAT!!!!!
UNI CHOICES!!!!
MUM & DAD's OPINIONS!!!!!
PREDICTED GRADES!!!!!!
And god i need plenty of luck.
A bucket or a truck full of it...might just be enough.
Well, overall my timetable is pretty sweet. 2 hours of lunch time, it is like a gift from GOD~xD
My classmates vary with each classes but well I like to kid around during class so no biggy.
Oh n I finally agree that my current hair is way better than the old wavy hair.
Damn I looked so haggard...something like that.
The best part is I can go to my friend's house, cook n eat while watching tv on a sofa.
Best part is if I do the dishes, I can eat for FREE!!!xD
Oh n I have I told anyone I actually love doing the dishes.
A friend of mine who was also doing the dishes actually washed the plates so 'clean' there is still oil on it.
I the hardworking one (AHAHA) rewashed everything.
Life is good^^
However the time to panic is upon me too, so can't enjoy too much.
Just hope everyhting turned out fine, cause this time I actually tried to do something.
I actually tried to put some of my tiny bit of my heart and soul into it.
So if it doesnt works, lets just wish the end of the world is the end of this year.
Joking~xD
All the best to all humans who r struggling and may the force be with u, at all times, even when in the toilet.
Cause that is when u need it, trust me~xD
Ciao~^^
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Wake-up Call
To be truthful, I'm seriously hot in the head right now.
Finally I had the initiative to do something important, and did I receive any compliment?
No...no...NO!
~~*chilling*~~
When I got my results, the world just when oopsie dasie and I was seriously in a greyish mood.
And just when I needed some time alone, bla bla bla u guys just really know how to spoil my mood, or to be more precise make the mood from bad to worse, and for that I thank you.
You just know me well, like BULLSHIT!
After a while to think and a short vacation which I had enjoyed and currently suffering from, I got back the motivation and determination to fight again!
I decided to take my chances.
Who cares if I didn't do better than the others, I tried my best.
To be more precise I tried my luck.
That wasn't really my best, which I totally regretted.
Everybody meets a barrier every once in a while.
Mine came now.
Some people thinks of giving up.
Some determined people thinks of breaking a hole in the wall and go through.
However some people like me, goes for a more logical way, use a ladder which means taking a risk.
I might end up like humpty dumpty, fall off and breaks, never to return.
I'm willing to take that chance.
Call me stubborn for not listening or self-esteemed for being so stuck up.
My mind is made up and I am walking it all the way through.
Like I like to say: "KICK ASS TIME!!"
I have never tried my best in anything before.
Never, cause trying is limitless and there is no best in trying.
So I'm making a promise, to take everything I have to the limit and the limitless.
Even if I spit blood and die in the process.
People made it through, why can't I?
I'm not special but I'm normal enough to be normal.
I might lose a chance an opportunity.
But I'm not crying over it.
I'm going to seek for a new chance and opportunity.
Laugh at my failure but don't look down at me.
Today I make a pact with myself.
Tomorrow I make a promise to myself.
I'm not going to be the lowest in the food chain.
Neither am I going to be the highest in the food chain.
I just want to proof that I am qualified enough to be in the food chain.
Life goes on~~~~
All the best~~~~
Juinn~~~~~~~
Out~~~~~~~
Finally I had the initiative to do something important, and did I receive any compliment?
No...no...NO!
~~*chilling*~~
When I got my results, the world just when oopsie dasie and I was seriously in a greyish mood.
And just when I needed some time alone, bla bla bla u guys just really know how to spoil my mood, or to be more precise make the mood from bad to worse, and for that I thank you.
You just know me well, like BULLSHIT!
After a while to think and a short vacation which I had enjoyed and currently suffering from, I got back the motivation and determination to fight again!
I decided to take my chances.
Who cares if I didn't do better than the others, I tried my best.
To be more precise I tried my luck.
That wasn't really my best, which I totally regretted.
Everybody meets a barrier every once in a while.
Mine came now.
Some people thinks of giving up.
Some determined people thinks of breaking a hole in the wall and go through.
However some people like me, goes for a more logical way, use a ladder which means taking a risk.
I might end up like humpty dumpty, fall off and breaks, never to return.
I'm willing to take that chance.
Call me stubborn for not listening or self-esteemed for being so stuck up.
My mind is made up and I am walking it all the way through.
Like I like to say: "KICK ASS TIME!!"
I have never tried my best in anything before.
Never, cause trying is limitless and there is no best in trying.
So I'm making a promise, to take everything I have to the limit and the limitless.
Even if I spit blood and die in the process.
People made it through, why can't I?
I'm not special but I'm normal enough to be normal.
I might lose a chance an opportunity.
But I'm not crying over it.
I'm going to seek for a new chance and opportunity.
Laugh at my failure but don't look down at me.
Today I make a pact with myself.
Tomorrow I make a promise to myself.
I'm not going to be the lowest in the food chain.
Neither am I going to be the highest in the food chain.
I just want to proof that I am qualified enough to be in the food chain.
Life goes on~~~~
All the best~~~~
Juinn~~~~~~~
Out~~~~~~~
Friday, August 10, 2012
9th August...A BAD day...
"Bad Day"
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
P.S: to be precise, my mum had an accident, my bro lost my dog, i chased the dog, i feel so lost, but...im feeling awesome n 10th August I start with a happy mood...xD
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Bragging of My Perseverance
That title is just so wrong, but still I really want to start by bragging:
3 damn whole days without facebook.
Actually by deactivating my account made me realize that I stil exist.
Not that I don't think I exist, just that I needed a proof or something.
So to help stop my addiction to fb, I just make myself damn busy.
Books that aren't that bad, but seriously I'm having problems reading Chinese characters fast.
Watching TV series aren't bad too. "Awkward" is really a very nice show, talking bout a teenagers life. Reminding me that somethings are important and that somethings kills, literally.
The Olympics were quite exciting too, but watching with my family isn't really a very...good idea.
Playing basketball is sweet. Even when I have to play it by myself, sweating just makes me refresh. I feel different in a good way.
And of course working on my Personal Statement. 1,500 words isn't really enough so going to work harder. OOOSH!!!!
I have been thinking a lot.
And I mean A LOT.
but still I can't make out a conclusion of what I have been thinking.
Everything just seems so messy.
First I was thinking of A then suddenly B pops out.
Getting worse when C and D jumps in and cracks the party.
Do u know how that feels cause I'm suffering.
That's why I needed a time out from everything I knew.
Not escaping, just a temporary escape from reality.
Can things really workout the way we want them to?
Sometimes yeah, but sometimes not really right?
Maybe that's why I'm panicking. I'm afraid.
LOL.
Well today is the day facebook reopens in my life and the day I reopen my eyes to the world again.
No more running or looking back.
11 days
The time left till I get my results.
After waiting for so long I'm so so panic.
What if I...
Wait, no whats if this time.
So I'm waiting.
P.S: The rain this morning was kind of nice. Missed it.
so to those who needs to STUDY, STUDY!
so to those waiting for their results, GOOD LUCK!^^
Here is a thing to think of:
Will the world end this year 2012? If it does what will you do?
If not how will your life continue? As usual? Or a change is needed?
BOOYEAH to all humans~~xD
Lim Hse Juinn.=)
3 damn whole days without facebook.
Actually by deactivating my account made me realize that I stil exist.
Not that I don't think I exist, just that I needed a proof or something.
So to help stop my addiction to fb, I just make myself damn busy.
Books that aren't that bad, but seriously I'm having problems reading Chinese characters fast.
Watching TV series aren't bad too. "Awkward" is really a very nice show, talking bout a teenagers life. Reminding me that somethings are important and that somethings kills, literally.
The Olympics were quite exciting too, but watching with my family isn't really a very...good idea.
Playing basketball is sweet. Even when I have to play it by myself, sweating just makes me refresh. I feel different in a good way.
And of course working on my Personal Statement. 1,500 words isn't really enough so going to work harder. OOOSH!!!!
I have been thinking a lot.
And I mean A LOT.
but still I can't make out a conclusion of what I have been thinking.
Everything just seems so messy.
First I was thinking of A then suddenly B pops out.
Getting worse when C and D jumps in and cracks the party.
Do u know how that feels cause I'm suffering.
That's why I needed a time out from everything I knew.
Not escaping, just a temporary escape from reality.
Can things really workout the way we want them to?
Sometimes yeah, but sometimes not really right?
Maybe that's why I'm panicking. I'm afraid.
LOL.
Well today is the day facebook reopens in my life and the day I reopen my eyes to the world again.
No more running or looking back.
11 days
The time left till I get my results.
After waiting for so long I'm so so panic.
Wait, no whats if this time.
So I'm waiting.
P.S: The rain this morning was kind of nice. Missed it.
so to those who needs to STUDY, STUDY!
so to those waiting for their results, GOOD LUCK!^^
Here is a thing to think of:
Will the world end this year 2012? If it does what will you do?
If not how will your life continue? As usual? Or a change is needed?
BOOYEAH to all humans~~xD
Lim Hse Juinn.=)
Monday, July 30, 2012
♥Home♥
Nothing is better than home...
Two months++ back home is seriously like a gift from the gods...
Miss my parents bros...haha...weirdo me...>v<
Lets just say the first month back home wasn't a total waste
and im kinda relief cause i actually thought it would.xD
Well first things first, (you can say im weird but) i actually enjoy being in a hospital.
Not that I love seeing people suffering, no i DON'T.
Just that I feel like I can actually help people in pain when I'm in there.
I feel like an angel, NOT that I am. I am a perfectly normal person with no wings~^^
Oh and I found out crying babies scares me, not the phobia kind but the oh-god-what-should-I-do kind of scary. ISH!!!
Dislocated bone.(ouchy)
Respiratory difficulty.(hope that old lady is fine, she got transferred)
Fourth fingertip cut off.(she seriously was in pain)
Constipation for a week.(god his stomach looked awful and hope he survived the pump, heard it will be painful)
Cough and cold.(I was told I could even help prescribe medicine for them since it was so common)
Kidney leakage.(It was awful for the previous hospital to leave him like that, curse them for not being responsible)
Inserting CBD tube into patients penis was a very useful experience too, since the doctor said I will be doing a lot of it in the third year of medical school.
Oh ya and Doctor Gan is a great guy. Free milo and bunch of information.
Dr. Elanor is good too. She loves explaining symptoms of patients to me.^^
She even lend me the computer to use in the other room.xD
Tomorrow I finally start day shift and god hope I can be more serious with these stuff.
I actually have this crazy idea.
After finishing 3 years of medical school, I would really like to go work in the army.
As a medical officer. I heard it will be a whole new experience.
Then I would go do my specialists in America.
Just an idea. A somehow crazy one.xD
Oh n I would really like to say, basketball is seriously a nice game.
I have been playing it every evening and I am really starting to enjoy a lot.
Well not the ones I lost but winning it makes me feel good.
And the after shock is the best.
Sweating rocks.
Oh n The Olympics Games.
I am starting to get addicted to archery.
Man I feel like trying it one day. Hope I can.xD
China is seriously rocking~~xD
Well my big bro is going KL to do an internship for a month n...
dont wanna be geli but gonna miss him i guess.
and second bro coming back too...booyeah~~xD
Ielts exams on the 4th and 7th. Really hope I can do well. My life depends on it.
My grades for AS is coming out on the 16th and I hope that day will be a lucky one.
Can't afford to lose when I have already been this far.
Oh n might go Makhota Hopsital to workshadow too. Not sure so not bragging.
My personal life is in a calm peaceful state(I think so).
And hope no one got hurt for my stupidity.
Just that life goes on.
So move on and live a fruitful one.
God bless all souls in the world.
Lim Hse Juinn
(thinking of getting a christian name)
over n out
loving this world
loving his life
amithaba
Two months++ back home is seriously like a gift from the gods...
Miss my parents bros...haha...weirdo me...>v<
Lets just say the first month back home wasn't a total waste
and im kinda relief cause i actually thought it would.xD
Well first things first, (you can say im weird but) i actually enjoy being in a hospital.
Not that I love seeing people suffering, no i DON'T.
Just that I feel like I can actually help people in pain when I'm in there.
I feel like an angel, NOT that I am. I am a perfectly normal person with no wings~^^
Oh and I found out crying babies scares me, not the phobia kind but the oh-god-what-should-I-do kind of scary. ISH!!!
Dislocated bone.(ouchy)
Respiratory difficulty.(hope that old lady is fine, she got transferred)
Fourth fingertip cut off.(she seriously was in pain)
Constipation for a week.(god his stomach looked awful and hope he survived the pump, heard it will be painful)
Cough and cold.(I was told I could even help prescribe medicine for them since it was so common)
Kidney leakage.(It was awful for the previous hospital to leave him like that, curse them for not being responsible)
Inserting CBD tube into patients penis was a very useful experience too, since the doctor said I will be doing a lot of it in the third year of medical school.
Oh ya and Doctor Gan is a great guy. Free milo and bunch of information.
Dr. Elanor is good too. She loves explaining symptoms of patients to me.^^
She even lend me the computer to use in the other room.xD
Tomorrow I finally start day shift and god hope I can be more serious with these stuff.
I actually have this crazy idea.
After finishing 3 years of medical school, I would really like to go work in the army.
As a medical officer. I heard it will be a whole new experience.
Then I would go do my specialists in America.
Just an idea. A somehow crazy one.xD
Oh n I would really like to say, basketball is seriously a nice game.
I have been playing it every evening and I am really starting to enjoy a lot.
Well not the ones I lost but winning it makes me feel good.
And the after shock is the best.
Sweating rocks.
Oh n The Olympics Games.
I am starting to get addicted to archery.
Man I feel like trying it one day. Hope I can.xD
China is seriously rocking~~xD
Well my big bro is going KL to do an internship for a month n...
dont wanna be geli but gonna miss him i guess.
and second bro coming back too...booyeah~~xD
Ielts exams on the 4th and 7th. Really hope I can do well. My life depends on it.
My grades for AS is coming out on the 16th and I hope that day will be a lucky one.
Can't afford to lose when I have already been this far.
Oh n might go Makhota Hopsital to workshadow too. Not sure so not bragging.
My personal life is in a calm peaceful state(I think so).
And hope no one got hurt for my stupidity.
Just that life goes on.
So move on and live a fruitful one.
God bless all souls in the world.
Lim Hse Juinn
(thinking of getting a christian name)
over n out
loving this world
loving his life
amithaba
Saturday, July 7, 2012
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