The pain of losing someone...is just unexpectedly painful.
All I want to say is thank you for everything you have done to hold this family together and thanks for believing in me.
阿弥陀佛。
So...life goes on.
For those who are still in pain, I know how you are feeling.
The pain still haunts me some sleepless nights.
But guys, everything will be alright. It always will.
So wipe your tears. Calm yourself and stand up straight.
I'm pretty sure he will want all of us to be strong, just like him.
To be honest, totally bad timing.
With my interview on Monday and exams in the next few weeks, I am totally exhausted. Not even a good night sleep helps. It's...unbearable.
I'm so excited and sad and worried and nervous.
I have no appetite but I still force myself as I need it.
I really hope everything works out well.
I really need this to work out.
So if any of you have some spare luck, you mind wishing me?
Thanks. =]
Juinn.
Hopeful.
