Sorry seems to be the best word to say~~

I am sorry...
sorry for anything i did...that made any of u suffer...pained...lonely...sad...angry...annoying..tired...awful...
I never intended to hurt anybody...
Although from your view i did nothing...
but actually..i did...
if i never did that...u wouldn't be worried now...won't be writing those sad words...
if i was there...hings could be different..better...
everybody could be satisfied...happy...

As i always say...life is never hard...how can life be easy...
Making right choices doesnt mean it can make ur life easy..it just makes ur life...better in another way...

I know how u feel...u one to feel one with everybody...be ONE with everyone...
that would be awesome if it would have happened...
but well...making lots into one...is never easy...if i would say...i would define it as impossible...
but nothing is impossible...just make a miracle...
I BELIEVE...i truly believe with all my heart and soul...u all can do it...
n u r never alone...i will always be with u...forever n ever...till the day u gain eternal peace and happiness...
then i would let go as i have gain satisfaction...

Please believe me...
that is all I ask for...no more than that...
N I NEVER break a promise... although sometimes there are some unknown reason that make me lose ur trust...but I hope...i can earn ur trust again...

Live WELL...Live HAPPY...Live LIFE...
Juinn...the one and only forever with u^^

Something I never knew...

Time sure pass fast...光阴似“飞弹”...LOL...true but still...LOL...xD
wow...three months here n im starting to feel something...
something i never thought i would feel...
a feeling tat once come can change ur whole day into boringness...
wat kind of feeling is tat...i dont really know...
Just feel...like going home...
ya...i miss home...my real home...>.<
The title is kinda wrong i guess...i knew i will feel sad...missing everything...i just didnt want to accept it...
haha...the typical dont-like-then-deny-kind-of-Juinn style...haha...
i didnt want to accept it...i guess...i hate...no...DISLIKE tat feeling...makes ur heart...pain...
pure pain from the bottom of ur heart...out of ur memory...ish...i feel disgusted...
Why?
haha...gud question...who knows...
oh god i miss the food back in Malaysia...
its not tat the food here sucks(sorry if i offended anybody)
but i love MAlaysian food more...ooh the spices...argh the fragance...
well...let me cross my fingers and wish tat i can go home during Easter...阿弥陀佛...-.-

What the heck...tats a fact...i cant go back during Easter...so forget it...Summer...
long long long time to go...ish...ish...ISH.../.\

N suddenly...i feel so PROUD...of my fat little piggy-look n (erhemmm) a little bitty tinsy winsy cute brother<-------the fat one...
It is not tat he became thin or anything..just tat...he has grown up...ya...he has...
Im so god damn happy...u know why?
He started to STUDY...finally...oh god how many times i tried to force him to study...
Those efforts paid off eh^^
HEHE~~~xD...n i just wish...he can be the best...go to the best school...best education...find the best gf...eat the best food...have the best life...even if i have to throw the title of being the best brother..ya...i sincerely hope so...^^...
Gambateh fatty^^...i ll always be behind u holding a pencil...dare to stop walking...i ll poke u till u look like Spong-Bob Squarepants...haha(im not joking)...:P
And my other brother....FINALLY taking ur first step eh...gud for u...but still slower than me...xP
One day...i will be better than u...trust me...so be prepared...hahaha...xD
and dont do stupid things...u know wat i mean...=.=
Oh n...big bro...tidy ur room pls...mum has been complaining tat second bro complained tat ur room STINKS...u should know he is a little tidy-freak...LOL...xD

And me..i started to be serious...time to be absolutely freakish kind of serious kay?
I believe and know u can...^^(of course u r me n i am u...duh)

And...well...everybody has changed...havent they?
haha...gud...life is colourless without a little change...
Change the weather...the time....the expression...the replies...the movement...the smiles...the happiness...^^
Change from bad to gud...gud to best....best to awesome...^_^

Oh well..gotta finish tis pile of BIO...ergh....
everybody....wish u all the best eh^^
May u be blessed everyday everywhere anytime...^^
Open ur hearts n fly high...gracias amigos y amigas...gambateh yor^^