...(no words can express what I'm feeling now)

So...you all know what a first crush is right?
Special...Amazing...Pure...and also unforgettable

Well today's my high school 100 years anniversary...
I was sad I missed it and everything so I was looking through some pics and vids posted on fb and insta...
Guess what...I saw my first crush...
For those who doesn't know it was a long time ago...I was 12...
And with just one look I remembered everything.
The feeling...her face when she was younger and how much she actually changed.
Of course she is in a relationship and I have no bad intentions but still...
Everything just came flooding back into my mind...
And I'm pretty sure my heart rate went sky rocket...LOL

WOW...even now I feel like flying...
and I was hit pretty hard when I agree I am totally out of her league.
Damn she is a beauty. And that mole just under her mouth slightly to the left.
ARGH!!!!

Conclusion is that the first crush is...the best...nothing can beat it.
You can forget it but well...it will always be part of you...
Like me. Now that is appeared again...I can't fucking focus on BIOLOGY!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK...I blame instagram...and my cousin...and her for turning up...

Okay so I'm overacting but guess shit happens to me all the time.
Juinn...trying to forget AGAIN...ciao kekao

Life's a dick

So do you know why life's a dick?
because...it gets hard for 'special' reasons~xD

Anyway, so what if life sucks?
Should I cry?
Complain?
Stop living?

Hmmmm...
Fuck it.
I'm so damn pissed off by exams, I don't give a shit.
Or rather exams are shit so why give a fuck.

I obviously need a break.
Lying on the bed.
Reading books.
Thinking of absolutely nothing.
Let my imagination take me.
Away from this shit hole.
Haha nice one.

Okay I'm a little cuckoo right now.

To all who are still breathing.
Cherish life or be perish for time doesn't wait, it just take.
Tick tock tick tock, fuck the world and suck my cock!!
Bwahahahahhaha

Astalabista and saiyanora mathafakas~
Juinn out.