My Birthday~^.L

hehehe^^
gotta say...im happy^^...happier than i would ever expected...xD

Well the day started awesome...when my gay partner(joking~~xD) decided to wake me from my sweet dreams and call to wish me...Happy Birthday~~^.^
Touched...TvT...never knew I could have such a sweet dream come true^^
A gud start^^for the special day

Then...well...just gotta say...who cares of u inconsiderate bastards...go kick ur own ass..
now i know why i hate being with u guys...inconsiderate...ungrateful...selfish bastards^^
who needs u guys^^
n thanks a lot for the present...love the shirt^^
think im gonna wear it tomorrow...haha^^
thats wat i call...a friend...
and thx a lot Sarah...love the smarties cake...made my day better^^
sweet chocolaty spongy cake...heavenly taste...haha^^
Well^^...gotta say...im surprised i enjoyed the day...
N lemme say...IM SEVENTEEN~~~~~xD
like one of my friend said...SWEET SEVENTEEN^^
Hmmm...
I am seventeen..
I am in UK...
I am studying for my A-levels...
I am one step ahead...to my future...
And I just gonna tell myself...
ITS TIME TO BE SERIOUS...
TOTALLY SERIOUS...NOT HALF SERIOUS...FULL POTENTIAL TO STUDIES...SOCIAL...EVERYTHING...
no more time to joke d...
u got the chance..u took it...dont waste it...
use it to the best...n show them...those proud idiots...that Juinn....u can so totally kick their ass...
like u just did in Maths...haha^^...the look in their faces were PRICELESSS~~~

Happpppy...Determineeed...and ready to rock n roll...
World...get ready...im ready to Surprise u all^^
Juinn
Reloaded and ready to BANG^^

还有六天...哈哈...原本说不会兴奋...哪里知道...xDD

但是...不开心的事还是忘不了...

离你们几百万公里远...我真的"read"不到你们了...

你们疼...只能在你们说疼之后才知道...你们说伤心...我才发觉你们很伤心...

照片也少了...我怎么知道啊...你们脸上现在挂着的是什么啊...我读不出...

你们说你们疼...我也不知道why...你们说不爽...我也只能猜...

我看到你们混乱的情形...我心也乱了

所以...心事憋不住...就说吧...世界还是那个有那个朋友不喜欢听人说心事...^.^

现在就到我说我的事了...

我这个星期的假期...好堕落啊...想读却读不到书...

想睡也睡不着...该吃又不想吃...心里好乱好乱...

我为何要那样啊？为何要那样做？

我真的不知道为什么那天会这样啊...

你们真的就是那样的人吗？

就只会酸来酸去...排斥人吗？

我不信...我不愿意去相信...

我也不知道为什么...哈哈...

好累啊...又回到同样的圈里了...没什么改变

寻找自己也还没找到任何头绪

我好失败啊

干我啊！

求求你们

别那样了

求神啊

我信你不会让事情变得那么惨

世界还是那个的人难道就那么样的吗？

不可能...

就让大家开心...我只希望这样...

让世界的人开心...就开心而已...求你啊...

哇

哇

心

爽

好

拜

笑

=)

Long time no see eh~~xD

Just saw my friends blog

so felt like writing one of my own

Hmmm...my life now...

although its not perfect...but im happy...

im starting to laugh again...smile...

although my friends say i look like im dying when im tired...

which is always...cause im busy n everything...

I still remember when i first came...i was saying...

the ppl here i all older than me...quite hard to mix with them...

well...i gotta tell myself...BULLSHIT...haha^^

sometimes u just gotta...enjoy^^

why bother tis kind of things...life is to enjoy...not to feel bad or incomplete...

n tats why...im happier...^^

N i just gotta say...i love the snow...its absolutely beautiful...although its kinda slip or something sometimes...haha

my studies...its improving...im not the best...not the worst...

but im the constant one...haha

n i feel like im still not putting enough effort...gotta work harder...

i came to pursue my dreams n im not gonna waste it away cause i feel lazy...

i gotta push myself more^^

n i gotta say...i stick to my exercise plan...haha

although i missed some jogging...but i still exercise constantly...push ups n sit ups^^

haha...maybe i ll be muscular when i return to malaysia...xD

i usually dont say this kind of feelings out...but...i ll make an exception

i miss home...miss my bed...my family...friends...school...food...everything...

time seriously pass quickly...but i still feel like its going to be a long time till i can go home...haha

so tis is wat it feels to 'miss' something...n it doesnt feel gud at all...

Oh god...im starting to feel...sad again...

haha...>v<

N to those ppl in love in the world...Dont forget to live ur life...

even if u care for her/him a lot...u still have to live ur own life^^

N lastly...something i learn in Spanish classes...Me gustas...Me gusta dormir con mis amigas(tis is a joke...haha)

N...Te amo~~xD