LiFe-s

Everybody have their own kind of life

a life full of happiness, bitterness, laziness, tiredness, any -ness you can think of.

But before someone knows what kind of life he has,

he must go through all kinds of different life-s.

And that phase where you experience a change of life, that is where I am standing now.

Two different kinds of life, 

one in front of me, full of hope and adventure and exploration;

one just behind of me, full of unforgettable memories and happiness and of course, FRIENDS.

Just a month ago I made the decision to have my life transferred to somewhere else,

a whole new world that I have little knowledge of.

Till now I have not quite accept the truth, that I have met a miracle, something other people struggle to achieve, to be able to decide and pursue the life I wanted in such short time.

Impossible...TOTALLY impossible...

That is what I keep telling myself this few mornings.

Then later, WOW...

I'm really going, I feel excited and excited and excited~

But not long later, OH SHIT...

What am I doing? My life has always been here. My family, friends, comrades, everybody I know and love are all here. Why am I leaving then?

Well, I was panicking. I was confused. I felt torn-ed between hopes/future and love ones/memories.

Just then I thought of a sentence someone told me before:

Life is not a full package, sometimes you must leave some behind and welcome new ones.

So yes, I have decided. I am leaving, with my heart, hopes and memories.

It is not like I will be leaving forever, I will be back, and till then you guys just stay in my memories and let me stay in your memories.

And talking about memories, I just hate you guys, for giving so much unforgettable memories.

Whenever I think of my family, I remember:

naggingS, fightingS, scoldingS, quarrelingS, and so much more things with a big S.

Whenever I think of the Prefects, I remeber:

meetingS ending with shoutingS, gameS, laughterS, criticisingS, and many things that I am lazy to write.

Whenever I think of SM1-2Ren(2010-2011), I remember:

Friends, not normal friends of whatever friends, 

TRUE FRIENDS, what humans crave for, and lucky me, I met them.

There are also the outsiders, the ones who encourage and hear me out with open ears, you guys are also part of my forever memories.

Okay...

I am already feeling a little nauseating, I better stop before my mum's supplies of tissue will be gone before I leave.

To my old life: I love u guys. Never forget me and I will never forget you. Life healthy, happy, worthy life-s.

To my new life: Welcome me to you and I will welcome you to my not-yet-completed life.

All the best,

to me, to you, to anyone(who has just read this).

Love, Juinn